Speakingshiss
E-mail: rmbrindle@yahoo.com.au
She dreams then immerses her hands in wet soggy clay.
He strides this methodical missionary, passing pedestrians merely frame his proportioned form.
Sense slips over her burying her
until she is helplessly laden with him in his shirt that balloons over his thick leather belt
the one that he once had replaced at Diamaru where the assistants guarded a smirk for the imperialist whose love is freely crisp luminous white
with a single crease running the length of the sleeves
that are as light as words when these are and easy breathless uttering.
Hers was the familiar catch of the RM Williams click on her front verandah late at night
while a psychologist attempted to cerement love’s place to measures of regard;
it slipped against the continuum…hangs bare, rusting.
Turning over burning brutal details the lust mars:
his iridescent opal blue eyes are a beacon against his face tanned
even though the fence, the pickets excruciatingly selected
she had observed while passing pinned to the left hand middle seat
of the Bell Street bus as finished with a flawless flat cream
Like a vice his approach; her fingers picking away the clay from beneath her nails
as he mindlessly swaggers towards her.
Here they
come
bursting
out of the stainless steel showerhead circular, rigid
from punctured wounds a fraction of a millimetre diameter browning at the periphery,
spraying a body this child cannot feel whilsrt her faculty fails to formulate the questions;
her conquering numbness cancelling out all such paraphernalia
for good she hopes.
‘You are a vulgar creature’ her grandmother squawks in dignified disgust
her grey crinkled chip eyes can only safely digest on her pious ground;
such a menacing gaze settling upon the child sullenly distracted
sucking congealed gravy from the side of a knife.
For good she hopes as she watches her mother undress
thinking of her coffin
what she ought to wear
what would they sing
would Cat Stevens attend?
In the shower she squats clutching her knees
rocks to and fro upon the wrinkling balls of her feet
imagining herself as a hen
unable to preen her red and wet plumage.
Regina Brindle
Because you are so exceptional there are a million moments so fleeting that snatch the mind, binding the thinking matter to frenzy. There is no measuring this multitude when hoary ephemerals…disguised is this notion of one. They giggle as playful children leading the grappling mind to settle perceptions way beyond the surface.
Scribbled with wasted calculations, the surface breaks with urgent ripples as I sink this mustering without speech, without sound and in the fierce stillness, circumnavigate the reflections, immersed beyond distraction.
The mirrored self opens and the precious holdings are empty, the deposits floating up merging with the streaming speckled light,surface then travel this friendship that just is whilst ridiculing the fostering of violence.
When judicious, I move against the current; a fool heartlessly removed from the now as the flow my darling, no matter the torrent, no matter the tinkling of a sleepy stream flowing into the estuary; and there this end, this start again is indigenous to the massive waters, ocean deep.
Regina Brindle
She doesn’t know how, but so wants to nourish his nervousness
To scrunch his himness, to shape this with her artistry
To embed the intangible of him into her mesh.
Mindful of him, singing him to her then blowing him away
his seed is hers in safe keeping
his sons will never etch a mark
his daughters never scrambling for rejection.
Soaked in pondering him as unobtainable
Her climax burns soft
Too low to be ascertained but she shook nonetheless.
He can only scribble harsh comments.
If musings could transcend
and anarchy challenge the sturdy thickening darkness
would we still self and hiss
‘touch… touch… touch’
like a cascade over the darkness petrified?
A child sips warm milo from a Disney mug
looking out the window at night
willing her mother to her as this matriarch pegs clothes on the line
singing a Chillan folksong with gleeful might.
The severing is complete, yet the stricken images remain
manage to trouble onlookers
as they trip past shopfronts
cross tarmac and tramlines
scale coffeeshops, careen supermarket aisles
appealing to the unsaintly
when their pledge is debris actually
inhabiting an unexplored ditch.
Blame it on the milo
for the child wets the bed
this night.
At a site on Harding Street
The Salvation Army was given the nod
for building a refuge for the age as they plummet;
now eager staff clean smudge proof walls
mustering emotion believing that to bait and trap
funnels paradox.
Regina Brindle
pride hampers the impact of the disposal now the framing is dismantled and orphanwords once nurtured lull about laze about shedding beneath contempt for the storyteller who relished the kiss divining its delicate intent poured into a mould then another and the other dare not imagine their own lips bring their fingers to this wet passion caught as if feathered lust trapped in the mesh before the thrust to flight after the waft of upbraided scent inspired the coward’s warbling this having as negligent and acute with the sordid slithering on stomachs to chaste meetings under the clocks at flinders street station barely sanctioned to walk to a lukewarm latté at degrave street with no mention of the audacious german car parked in the side street permitting the slip it in and blow that cell count just so harnessing the extraneous as named during the cut down left us all gagging her then gasping on orphan words that weave and skimmer now.